
Dear Clan Members (@t_t , @666-striker , @1-21gigawatz , @chosen , @ghostu , @helldiver , @sgg_gemini , @sith-lord-jr , @veiled-threat , @yardmon , @zilverdolk)
I’m writing with sincere humility. When I abruptly left, I caused chaos and hurt a culture we built together. I was under personal pressure, but that doesn’t excuse the impact of my actions. As I’ve reflected over the past few days, I realize how much I truly miss the connections we built. My wife even pointed out how much this meant to me because she could see it on my face. I know I affected not just a game, but real relationships.
I’ve also realized that what we built together was more than gameplay—it was a community and a shared culture. I take responsibility for the impact my actions had on that. Even though this is a game, the friendships and camaraderie we created are real, and they matter to me.
I’m also sorry if I didn’t respond to those who reached out. The truth is, I was hiding because I felt deeply ashamed of how I acted. I behaved immaturely, and I’m truly sorry for that.
Moving forward, I’ve realized I need to better manage my time and expectations. I was playing far too much, and this experience reminded me that balance matters. It helped me step back, reflect, and remember what this community truly means to me.
If there is any chance you would welcome me back, I would be grateful for the opportunity. I would be happy to help rebuild, support the clan however I can, or simply be a positive presence again. I hope I haven’t burned bridges, and I sincerely hope we can reconnect.
Warmly,
Varz
Brotha... you don't have to apologize and don't have to ask to get back in. I wouldn't be here otherwise.
You don’t need to apologize. You genuinely are a nice person man. You are all good ^^
I’m new to your guild but can grasp your sentiments Balance is the key. But until mechanic appears we will waiting Ty for letting me know
Thank you @yardmon , @helldiver , @veiled-threat , @chosen , @zilverdolk , @loveeveryone , @chosen , @t_t , @1-21gigawatz , @666-striker , @ghostu , @sgg_gemini
Hi everyone,
I truly appreciate all the messages and support. It honestly means a lot. I’m amazed at the real connections we’ve built through this game, and I’m genuinely grateful for each of you.
A Small Personal Reset
I’m also making a few changes on my end—more exercise (it clears my mind) and getting to bed earlier. 🙂
Clan Leadership Situation
It seems the leadership transfer has become complicated. The game’s transfer system is pretty limited, and since Mechanic appears to be AFK, we haven’t been able to move things forward.
After speaking with many of you in DMs, I created a new clan:
Clarity of MINDZ [-ZEN-]
Why ZEN
It's reminds us of our roots of MINDZ, as we move forward together.
Next Steps
I’m waiting on a few final responses so we can reach a full consensus.
If everyone agrees, the plan is for us to move over together.
Once things are settled, I’ll also reach out to the players who were previously interested in MINDZ, along with LEHOI, to see if they’d like to join.
Final Note
Thank you again for your patience and support. I’m sorry for reacting too quickly earlier—I’ll work hard to regain your trust.
You guys mean a lot. Let’s keep the good vibes and win more games together.



